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Conversations at Clarion [06 Jul 2008|11:02pm]

theferrett
ME: "I dunno. I want to like everything on Adult Swim, but I just don't and a lot of my friends do. It's like Spongebob Squarepants - I just don't get it."

GRA-WITH-AN-ACCENT: "No, I don't either."

E.J.: "Spongebob Squarepants is fucking terrible."

ME: "Oh, thank God. Every time I bring it up, somebody always tries to defend it."

E.J.: "Well, you're with the writers now."
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[06 Jul 2008|09:31pm]

explodemyheart
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Mae - On Top ]

I don't think I ever mentioned that I found a lawyer to represent me for the accident.

Both Hertz and All State have been named in the case. My lawyer understands why Hertz would contest bills for Dan, as Dan was driving and therefore does, in fact, hold liability whether he actually caused the accident or not. Likewise, he would understand if the situation had occurred where the other driver was injured, that All State would contest it because he would hold a certain liability as well. What he says is wrong is that they are both contesting my bills, as I was one of the 3 of 5 people involved in the accident that had 0% liability.

He said the only problem would be trying to prove who, exactly, should be paying any money. Then, in the end, there really is the real possibility that I could end up getting nothing. The only good part about that is that he works based on the fact that if I get a settlement, he gets paid. If I don't, he doesn't get paid. He really is really positive about the case, but there's always that possibility.

He promised he'd get the bill collectors off of my back and so far he seems to have done that. I have no doubt that he's a good lawyer, he's apparently a fairly prominent personal injury attorney in the area.

I've just been anxious about it lately. I haven't really heard anything from him. I understand that these things take time, he told me I may even be still dealing with this in 2 years. I just wish it were moving along quicker. I want it to be done and over with and I want to know whether I'm going to have money to get my bills paid now, rather than finding out, in 2 years, that I've lost my case and I have to pay them myself, somehow.
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Not Saving Adventure [06 Jul 2008|04:36pm]

haikuninja

Thankfully I had saved it part way through, but I still lost 60% of what I had gotten done. Lame.

I spend $12 on an SD card, I better use it. So have some Brawl pictures I took! )
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"Yesterday," Line 6 [06 Jul 2008|06:32pm]

theferrett
One of the weird things about being at Clarion is, in fact, living with a ghost. It's made weirder by the fact that my fellow Clarionites can see the ghost hovering about my shoulders, and don't look at me terribly oddly when I discuss the ghost's proclivities. In fact, they keep asking me when the ghost will materialize, and are disappointed when it turns out she won't.

That ghost is, of course, my loving wife Gini.

She's as much a part of this blog as I myself am, and being separated for six weeks is an insult. The strange thing is that I don't miss her much during the day; fuck, Clarion is some of the hardest work I've done, getting up at 5:30 in the morning and dozing off at 2:00 a.m., processing endless critiques as we try to squeeze new writing out of our overloaded brainstems. It's incredible.

But it fucks me up that I have this thin twin bed in my room. It's too small for two people. It's as if the bed itself is saying, "No chance she'll be here when you get back, chumley." And while I've had lots of days where I've been way too harried to catch up with Gini during the day, but at night? We've always snuggled up under the covers, bathing in each other's warmth, burying our noses in each other's necks and scenting each other. And then we share the day's events, condensing down what happened into funny anecdotes and getting into strange tickle fights.

So to get back at the end of the day to find bare sheets and no Gini? Fucked. Up.

It's weird, because everyone here knows that she's half my life. They ask when she'll be getting here (she isn't), and whether I've talked to her today, and I keep sharing stuff back and forth. And talking on the phone isn't the same. And it's like a loss, because thanks to the time differential and the lateness, I can't call her before I drift off.

So I spend wonderful days, followed by awful, drifting nights where I write emails to her (and the other people I love). I feel starved of all physical contact; I get the occasional hug here, but not snuggling for eight hours a night makes me feel brittle and disjointed.

Gini sends me birthday gifts, baskets full of chocolate and balloons. We talk. We text. It's not enough.

She's almost here. So close. I just want to hold her, and feel that buttery-smooth skin underneath my hands, and the residual warmth trapped under her T-shirt, and I can't.

Five more weeks.
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The Patchwork Years [06 Jul 2008|11:37pm]

warren_ellis

The years 2001-2007, approximately, on the web were the crazy years. The patchwork years. The years the web was massively and chaotically pumped full of Stuff. 1995-2001 were pretty crazy, of course, but they were checked by connection speed and the limitations of personal publishing. By 2002, broadband was happening over a broader swathe of the world, and blogging had bitten in. Followed by the takeup of bit torrent, YouTube, podcasting, and every other damn thing.

One of the few sane responses to this explosion of production was to assume the role of curator. (Other sane responses include moving to the woods and considering a completion of the work Ted Kaczynski started.) The two most famous examples of same are Jorn Barger’s Robot Wisdom (est. 1997) — Barger is said to have coined the term "weblog" — and Mark Frauenfelder’s Boing Boing (est. 2000 as a weblog, previously a print magazine est. 1988), co-produced for much of its life by Cory Doctorow, David Pescovitz, and Xeni Jardin. The latter, in particular, has spawned countless imitators, all deeply involved in doing the web-work of 2001-2007 — sorting out all the weird crap that’s out there and re-presenting it in some kind of ordered and aesthetically or politically filtered manner for our consideration.

My own filter, on the site diepunyhumans.com from 2002-2004 before I moved that side of things to warrenellis.com, was simply gathering research material. It had occurred to me that if I gathered my internet-based research on to a searchable database — something as simple as a blog — I’d have access to it anywhere I could get an internet connection. Which, for someone who usually travels with mobile devices, was kind of a big deal. And so I’ve found myself calling up reference through a Web TV five thousand miles from home while writing on a Treo handheld device and foldout keyboard in order to meet a deadline, before now.

In the shift from there to warrenellis.com, I’ve taken great pleasure in reporting the doings of my network of mad and beautiful acquaintances, further personalising the curation process. But it is, regardless, a curation process.

Anyway. That’s been the job of half the web, for the last several years — collating links from the other half of the web. Last year, I started getting a little itchy about this.

Wouldn’t it be nice if we could stand up now and say, okay, these are the post-curation years? The world does not need another linkblog. What is required, frankly, is what we’re supposed to call “content” these days. When I were a lad, back in the age of steam, we called this “original material.” Put another way: we like it when Cory and Xeni are the copy/paste editors for the internet, but we like it better when Cory writes a book and Xeni makes an episode of BoingBoingTV.

(In fact, if you read any of the abhorrent comments threads on BoingBoing, you could be forgiven for coming away with the notion that its readership would be happy if it shut down tomorrow.)

(It’s also notable, I think, that my favourite “new” groupblogs — Ectomo, Coilhouse, Inferior4+1 — don’t just link and go. But anyway.)

And, frankly, no-one’s going to do a better job of being the internet’s copy/paste editors than the BB crew anyway. They have the time, they have the money, they have the setup, they have the audience and they have the momentum of nearly a decade in the job. Nobody needs another linkblog like that. There are already thousands of them. The job of curation is being taken care of. Look ahead.

The weblog has evolved to the point where, today, it’s possibly the most effective way of transmitting material that any of us could have imagined. Look at Tumblr. It’s the easiest thing in the world for writers to use — and also artists, photographers, videographers, spoken-word artists, musicians and a dozen other things. Imagine a jewellery maker, a laptop musician, a performance artist, a cartoonist and a short-story writer getting together on a single Tumblr to make themselves an internet channel. The tools are all there, baked right into the site for free. Not groupblogging so much as groupcasting.

And with a million people all madly curating the web — in many cases, trying to put your link in their curational record before someone else does — getting linked up isn’t exactly hard any more. These aren’t the days of begging for space on someone’s jumpstation anymore.

The above is, as Simon Reynolds puts it, “not fully baked.” I want to come back to this once I’ve cleared this flu out of my system — which is why I have this bottle of whisky — and cleared out some of the work backlog.

(Automatically crossposted from warrenellis.com. Feel free to comment here or at my internet church at Whitechapel. If anything in this post looks weird, it's because LJ is run on steampipes and rubber bands -- please click through to the main site.)
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Oh, really? [06 Jul 2008|05:09pm]

tviokh
WHERE IS YOUR GOD NOW?!

The site is a bit flaky.

This is possibly the coolest birth defect I have ever seen in my life.
One, giant, centered on the face eye.
A proboscis above said giant eye.
Ears where the jaw and mouth should be.

It's as though the creator got drunk and lazy the day that one was being put together and just said, "Aw, fuck it..." and threw parts at the canvas.

It's also proof that:

A) There is no God.

OR

B) God has one sick, twisted sense of humor and I'd love to shake said God's hand for coming up with something that grotesque and creative.

Image inside in case the site isn't working again. Should not be viewed if you have delicate sensibilities or are even remotely sane. )
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image-heavy post [06 Jul 2008|04:42pm]

trowicia
[ mood | productive ]
[ music | "Fighting Johnny Vincent" - Bully ]

Here are some art and doodles I've been meaning to post, yay. Both original and fanart (HP, MGS, Bully).

tro!art )



Now, an icon meme:

1) Reply to this post, and I will select 5 of your userpics that I like
2) Make an entry and talk about the icons I have chosen
3) Etcetera


why is #3 there, anyway? )

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DOCUMENTAL [06 Jul 2008|06:41pm]

warren_ellis

DOCUMENTAL is an exhibition by four emerging photographers, including two good friends of mine, Irene Kaoru Malatesta and Sarah Sharp. Exhibition ends with a live gig, apparently. If you’re in NYC on the 11th, please do go and see them. Details in the link, obviously.

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Paul Pope [06 Jul 2008|06:34pm]

warren_ellis

There is no nihilism in pushing the frontiers of comics, no budgets but our imaginations, no reason to stop trying.

PULPHOPE: KARIMBAH

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[06 Jul 2008|10:38am]

evillaugh
A bit short notice, but me and Ashley are wondering if people want to come see Wall-E tonight?

Ashley's getting back for around 4:15.

I'm here all day!

Send a comment if you want to see it.
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A little less ageless. [06 Jul 2008|11:33pm]

avatar
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | The Ting Tings - That's Not My Name ]

9 weeks until I'm in Brisbane and 4 weeks until my birthday.

It's a bit weird knowing my birthday has come up as since the beginning of the year, I started to think of myself as "almost 26" and I shortened that in my head to "26", and it got to the point where a couple of times I actually forgot how old I really was - 25 or 26. I'm 25. I'll be 26 in 4 weeks' time.

I was going to go skiing for my birthday and take some time off work, but I think organising the whole thing will just get too tedious. This is saying something, because there's two things I love doing there - skiing and exploring new places, and I'd be doing it at the best time of year. It's a really bad sign to show just how lazy I've gotten and, worse, how much I've gotten to love being lazy. I'd like to say it's a dangerous mix, but if I'm doing what I want to do, it's difficult to dispute.

The same thing sort of applies to the Brisbane trip. I'm going for a week and a half since a week isn't enough and 2 weeks felt like just a bit too much last time, and I want some time to myself when I get back to Melbourne, ideally before and after the trip. Ideally I had in mind to plan every single day of the trip as best as I could before I left because everytime I go there I'm doing stuff a bit too aimlessly.

The next couple of months are going to be quite busy. Or quite lazy. I'm not sure yet.

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[05 Jul 2008|10:14pm]

lefty2k3
I just got dumped.....

Shit.....
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"i'll tell you later." [05 Jul 2008|08:24pm]

trowicia
[ mood | rushed ]
[ music | "Vendetta Preps" (alt. version) - Bully ]

Happy birthday, [info]luna_norvegese!


I need to be pried away from the computer and video games so I can be more productive. Only one week left of summer break.

Messed around with morning glories and smoke things last night in the alley. Chrissy also got her hands on some bottle rockets and shot them off. My favorites were these little ones that flashed like a strobe light, spun really fast, and bounced around on the ground.

My mom's off work this week, so I think we're doing a family thing for once (like, all of us together, surprisingly: my mom, dad, Chrissy, and me) and going to the zoo sometime this upcoming week. Ooh, yay! Two animals I must see: tigers and ring-tailed lemurs.


Omg, David Hayter, ilu: discussing Snake and Otacon's "gay relationship." Haha, freakin' hilarious!


There should totally be a sequel to Bully (not counting the Scholarship Edition remakes for Wii and XBox360). What with all the GTA games, you think Rockstar could squeeze out a bit more slashy boarding school love for us less bloodthirsty people. *g* I rather like the rival schools idea. I would want our three main boys to come back for it, though.

Hm, it's interesting: I go into this fandom favoring one pairing, but fandom converts me to another I like a good deal better, as well as others. I blame my lack of better judgment on forgetting about certain scenes that happened earlier in the game. I so did not rip a buncha cutscenes from YouTube, ha.

God, every time I stalk the preppies in that game, Gord stops whatever he's doing to hit on Jimmy, all, "Helloooo there! Care to come see my collection of expensive clothes? *winkwinknudgenudge*" And that kid is everywhere. I still think he's great, though (even though he never likes to play frisbee with me; he just stands there when I throw it, and it always ends up hitting him in the face, ha). I also like beating up Kirby, the jock who's in the closet, just to hear him threaten me with poundcake. I wish you can find Gary and Petey walkin' around, alas, they are probably off shagging somewhere.

Speaking of Bully...these icons are all from the past week or so because I am clearly insane:

51 = Bully (Canis Canem Edit)

Teasers:


Here at [info]trowicia_icons.

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My Claw Once Pinched By Harlan Ellison [06 Jul 2008|02:08am]

warren_ellis

Harlan Ellison turned 74 years of age the other week. And so I dug out my copies of THE GLASS TEAT and THE OTHER GLASS TEAT, the collections of his columns on television written circa 1969-1971, and began to re-read them, as I do every couple of years. The thing you need to know about the GLASS TEAT books is that, for all the wrong reasons, they’re timeless. The states of American network tv, dissent and education have not notably changed since he wrote those columns in his mid-thirties. (I’ve been re-reading those books since I was 20 or so, and it’s a shock to realise I’m finally older than he was when he wrote them. And I don’t want to think about how long it’s been since I first picked up a volume of his short stories in Rayleigh Library. With my dad making approving noises behind me: "Harlan Ellison. Good writer.’’)

I met him once. I’d made a crack somewhere online about Harlan’s heart being held together with garden twine and Lego, I think as part of a larger piece about dealing with anger as a writer. One of his fans — not representative of his constituency as a whole, I think — suffered a major reading comprehension failure, fired a foul note off to me and put it in front of Harlan as a ’’let’s you and him fight’’ kind of deal. From which I received a very nice email from Harlan, assuring me that no gardening supplies were required to hold him together and actually addressing the substance of the piece rather than the misreading placed before him. It was nice, he said, that it turned out we each liked the other’s work.

There’s a peculiar artist’s fear, that rides very low in the gut and mostly goes unspoken. Though few of us would cop to having ’’heroes,’’ debased term that it is, the fear does run along the lines of ’’don’t meet your heroes.’’ The man or woman who wrote the things that helped form you as a creator is not necessarily as loveable as the work. This is something I’ve been lucky in, but I will admit to passing on meeting Hunter Thompson a couple of times, and friends of mine have not had my luck. I know writers who now cannot read their heroes’ work. The books are tainted by the experience.

I met Harlan some months later, at a convention. Our signing tables were side by side. Harlan arrived later than I did (I think the signings were staggered), spotted me and yelled "Warren Ellis! Let me give you a manly hug!’’ So I stood up. Harlan’s about five and a half feet tall. I’m six foot tall barefoot, and I was wearing heavy boots. He looked up at me and exclaimed, "Jesus, you’re HUGE!"

I don’t have "heroes," but there are writers I admire greatly, who were influential in my becoming a writer, and I am grateful to have met Harlan Ellison and remain able to take pleasure in his work. Better: now I can hear his voice, and recall the great personal warmth with which he welcomed me on every occasion we met during that convention.

All of which, wishing him a belated happy birthday and talking about how generations of writers deal with each other and so forth, is really just preface to my discovery last night that the fine ebook purveyor Webscription is now offering eight Harlan Ellison books.

(Automatically crossposted from warrenellis.com. Feel free to comment here or at my internet church at Whitechapel. If anything in this post looks weird, it's because LJ is run on steampipes and rubber bands -- please click through to the main site.)
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Lenora By Olivia [06 Jul 2008|01:34am]

warren_ellis

A preliminary study of my friend Lenora Claire by Olivia Berardinis:

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On Whitechapel Tonight [05 Jul 2008|09:34pm]

warren_ellis

* Saturday Night Open Mic.

* Lots of people complaining about tonight’s DOCTOR WHO.

* Next Generation Comics Teaching.

* People talking about the first issue of my new X-Men comic.

* And the July edition of The Whitechapel Book Club.

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Looking to buy~ [05 Jul 2008|10:46am]

tohma_angst
Is anyone or does anyone know someone who is trying to get rid of/sell their magic: the gathering collection?

I've recently gotten back into playing, but I don't have enough cards to really expand the way I want to. :3 and it's no fun playing the SAME deck all the time.... well... actually it is, Angels kick ass, but people will stop playing with me. XD


Thanks for any help! :3 I'd really appreciate it. [cause I cannot run out to the store and spend a few grand on cards.]
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zeitflickr 5 july 2008 [05 Jul 2008|03:28pm]

warren_ellis

1. Obama girl, 2. KARIMBAH, 3. bottlerockets, 4. paper, 5. Hauling heavenward [8830], 6. Jacen Burrows

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Collecting Stray Thoughts - 2008-07-04 [04 Jul 2008|11:59pm]

warren_ellis
  • I guess it’s Independence Day over the pond tomorrow. I trust you’ll all be doing your “solemn acts of devotion to God Almighty.” Right? #
  • 12 people reply with exactly the same thing:”No, we’re going to blow shit up!” Ah, Americans, the world’s little helpers. With explosives. #
  • @tikistitch : Guy Fawkes Night is where we burn an effigy of Fawkes to annually humiliate his name for failing to blow up Parliament. #
  • FREAKANGELS 0019: http://www.freakangels.com/?p=44 #
  • Also, happy 21st birthday to my cowgirl, @laurennmcc #
  • @laurennmcc that’s because you look and work better at 40 than most people do at 21. July 4 is always Laurenn McCubbin Day to me. #
  • @laurennmcc : also, I promise to stop telling people that you’re @mckelvie ’s mother, Soon. #
  • July 4 - I now have 5111 silent stalkers — I mean “followers” — on Twitter. Soon I will issue the Secret Command Signal. Be patient. #
  • @kellysue - in 1997, the only person I saw dress up for the Eisner Awards was George Perez, resplendent in tuxedo and vivid cummerbund. #
  • Dear old George did, of course, stand out like a Maharajah at a convention for people who drink paint stripper recreationally. #
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Independence Adventure [04 Jul 2008|05:12pm]

haikuninja

Every Friday the neighbors have like dozens of people over, they all get stinking drunk, lots of loud music and noise until 4 in the morning. I'll give them a pass this weekend 'cause of the holiday, but next weekend I start throwing rocks at them.

Hey, what's a good, free ftp program? The one I'm using right now is being lame.
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